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Monday, January 03, 2011
2011, bring it on!
So we're all done for 2010. What a year that was. It's pretty much a clash of the good and the bad, but I'm done listing for 2010.

Instead, I'll try and focus on the road ahead. I am gonna inaccurately rate the excitement of the event based on the exclamation marks.

- The moments building up to the big move out *sobs*. At times it feels very surreal. It's pretty hard absorbing that this is ACTUALLY HAPPENING!

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- Na's coming back for the wedding!!!

- The wedding in January

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can you say fuck my bloody gigantic arm

- The Lim's sister short trip after it!!!!!

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- Our first CNY as a couple!

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- The honeymoon in February!!!!!!!!

- The big life decision afterwards. Sian.

- Pink's wedding sometime this year!!! I hope I'm not spoiling anything, but it is bound to happen this year anyway! lol

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I am praying hard for more and more trips with friends and family amithabaaaa.

SO, have a good one everyone! :)
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Taiwan Loot
Just a quick post! :D

SO I WENT MAD IN THEIR PHARMACY/DRUGSTORE!! Okla not that mad.

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Best buy is the Kanebo bb cream from their new line.
Comes with some cream dunno what haven't really checked

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SO CHEAP! OMG! 20 sheets of face mask for like 300TWD?

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I CAN HAZ KOJI DOLLY WINK AND THE LENS CASE.
SO CHEAP OMG I JUST DIED! total like around 450TWD
I got the no.1 dollywink and will wear it on the wedding day ok.

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Another awesome buy! Kanebo facial cleanser comes with a bunch of mini freebies.
You can't get this kind of package for the equivalent of 880TWD in Medan

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Ok some clothes. Nothing exciting. Obligatory shopping.

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Ah this one is from Hai and min, who just got back from some traveling
I LOVE Dior Cherie Blooming Bouquet edition :D
Thanks so much I will treasure it wholeheartedly cross my heart.

so okay, that is all and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Things I learn about Taiwan
1. They're big on pets.

Everywhere we walked, people carrying pets everywhere, dotting it, dressing it in cute outfits, pushing it inside a baby pram, wiping its mouth and basically just love their pets so crazy much.

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The guide said that it's because living costs are too big so they opt for pets instead of having kids wtf. Can like that? cause I've never like pets so I can't see the connection. Well, ppl's life choices I cannot intefere then how.

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Ok I also sayang petduck

But really though, we're there for like 5 days and only spotted 3 pregnant ladies and like probably 10 young mothers with kids?

2. They're bigger on night markets

Cheap to expensive fashion. Eyelash bars. Footwear. Bags and purses. Leggings. Eyewear. Knick-knacks and so on! They have it all there.

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Just row and row of mini stalls spread out in the entire street selling whateveryounameittheyhaveitok.

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Anyway, sorry not a lot of pics. Priorities called for full attention on shopping.

3. They're BIGGEST on make up products.

I SWEAR I TEARED AND WHIMPERED AND FELT SO LOST THEN DIED THEN UNDIED there.

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OH NO they don't!
they just have to have a special booth dedicated for bb cream I die now ok

Like seriously, not only do they sell GAZILLION beautycare in their drugstore, COSMED SASA AND MARIEDAFANG something I forgot the names, BUT THEY ARE SO FRIGGIN CHEAP!

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Well, cheaper compared to here anyway. or maybe not, I DONT KNOW I CAN'T THINK WITH THIS MANY MAKE UP STUFF AROUND! T__T

Anyway, loots will be in separate post. Not because they are too much, this post is starting to get very heavy!

4. SUPER HEAVY FROLICKING FOOD PORNS

Okay how do I even start on the craziness of food glorious food so many food oh so tasty I gotta have some of that food but NOOO I'm on a diet BUT oh SO MUCH food!

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Bread baked inside a cavelike stove, sausage to stuff yourself silly, thick layers of fatness in your pork, tomatoes dipped in sweet syrup, prata roasts using the back of the pan, the softest mochi, OMYGOD WILL IT EVER STOP?!!

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Just a few pics to keep you going

But because I'm forever on a diet, so I keep eating to a minimal. Sux2bme.

5. Temples everywhere.

To cater to the hundred thousand Chinese Buddhist souls. Several churches. Never saw a mosque.

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6. Taipei's shopping mall - Taipei101- sucks.

They carry real high brands there. Dior, Versace, Gucci, Channel etc etc and leaves nothing for smart( actually cheap) shoppers like me!

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Wasted halfday there everyone sulked cause cannot shop.

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Dior walt disney shoes

There's this mall though in GaoXiong, called " Dream Mall", which have wider range of medium line of brands. But I DID NOT SHOP AS MUCH because I was saving my shopping budget for Taipei101 the next day fuckmylife.

7. BIG FRUITS

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8. Hello my hair is Maylee!

My hair was just so pretty there serious!

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my stupid zit just had to follow me everywhere

In Medan, my hair is just ugg'lee fml, except when I go to the saloon which is a rare occurrence.

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So I guess that's it! Several things that I could recall from the Taiwan trip.
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
Hello from the grave
I don't know what happened to life. I mean, everything used to be so much bearable and easy. And now everything is just fucked.

I partly blame the wedding preparations that have been building up. And I have to blame the fact that it's built up to a pile of mess on myself. Blah.

We had our prewed outdoor photoshoot taken, which was very fun. Considering that prewed photoshoot is a big chunk of a wedding prep, I can heave a sigh of relief for it's been done and taken care of.


We went out of town to had the pics taken, and we're beyond exhausted. But i guess it's worth it, we're pretty happy with the results.

Then, there's the indoor photoshoot in the next two weeks which will take place in the new house. The photoshoot schedule clashes with the finishing of the house itself, so that's another major headache.

I seriously think I've aged doubled in the year 2010. I'm happy with the many traveling opportunities that I've had this year and very looking forward to another trip with the company in December.

But at the same time, I just feel like too much has happened and most of them just cornered me to the wall of unending problems fml.

I wish for a lot of things to fall to the right places, but even that is wishing and hoping for too much. It's like I'm trying to steady the giant collapsing mess using all body parts and still more waves of troubles are heading my way.

I really hate waking up to yet another issue to tackle or another news of " fuck, now what?".

Will it ever end?

On top of that, I'm fat.

Fuckthisshit.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Unhealthy Obsessions
The title is supposed to a pun, as I'm gonna babble about my unhealthy obsessions in health related field. geddit geddit? hehe.

Let's commence:

#1. Dental.

Who isn't a bit obsessed with dental health while dreading it all at the same time really? When I was a kid I had the luck to experience 5 years of constant dental health problem. Well, not constant really, it was excruciating the first 2 years then I kinda dealt with another 3 years of unpleasant sensation on the left part of my lower jaw.

It started as a minor crack from chewing one too many gummy candy and next thing you know, that minor crack was actually the mother of THE root canal disease.


Be thankful for this pic, you have no idea of other gruesome pics I encountered across google image

I kept the fuckingpain to myself cause back then it seemed more logical to endure the pain for another day rather than spent 1 hour in a dentist seat.

But another day turned to 5 fuckingyears and a subconscious obsession lol wtf.

Subconscious because I always have a dental related dream now and then! The dream is either one of the following:
- I lose at least a front tooth accompanied with the urgency to attend class or public events in the dream wtf.
- My rotten tooth stinks up the whole room and everyone's looking at me knowingly.
- That one rotten tooth is at least 5cms long and looks gorily yellow/gooey green.

Sometimes the dream consists of all three and more fml.

I also like to discuss everything dental with ppl who have the problem or the time to entertain me wtf.

Anyway, I got the stupid tooth pulled out one evening and I sobbed before, during and after costing my mom her self-worth of having a coward for a 17 yr old daughter.

I later learned that if only I had the courage to get it fix right away, I didn't have to lose a perfectly good tooth. Okay not that perfect, but I'm toothless right and left now. At the back thankfully!

And also I didn't have to have a crazy tooth obsession.

#2. Sleep disorder.

I'm a light sleeper and an on&off insomniac. They're two different things.

A light sleeper is a person who's doomed to wake up due to his/her environmental changes, like sounds, lights, tremors, smells, temperature and so on.

An insomniac is a person with difficulty in falling asleep.

My ability to imagine burglars, ghosts and whatnots also is not helping me very much.

With all three combined, I'm often zombified fml.

When the Lims was holidaying at Penang earlier this year, I was once faced with two options:
1. Sleep together with my snoring siblings
2. Sleep alone

Those two rooms are located at each end of the apartment.

What happened that night was :
I chose to sleep with the groups only to walk out 5 mins later thinking " okay the snoring is impossible" , then the next 5 mins after trying to sleep alone I'd go" okay fuck this shit, the sound is less scary than sleeping alone"

And that happened for like 2 hours I walked back and forth for like the total of 5 times. Such is my dumb life.

So with having a lot of idle times lying on the bed, I have googled a LOT of sleeping disorder articles and reading through them is really really amusing.

I once tried to convince Hai he has sleep apnea because his snoring is sporadic lol, that didn't go well.

#3. Weight problem.

Now, jeng jeng jeng... this is my ultimate obsession. Don't even get me started as this post will have no end!

All I know is all mirrors lie and ppl too, most of the time. Except when they say you're fatter THEN they're telling the truth!

This obsession has started since high school and it lasts well. So well I think I should start my own fat blog!

But you know who should start a fat blog? Jennifer Hudson!


I'm sure the cover was majorly touched but seriously she did lose SUPERMASSIVELOTS of weight.

She's doing the weight watcher thing. And maybe the tragedy that went on in her life did a lot on her weight too.. I mean, who wouldn't? Mom, sister and niece murdered by a bro in law kind of stuff, yikes.

BUT GOOD FOR HER!! I mean, her weight lost. Not the freaktragedy.

I totally believe that losing weight is one of a person's ultimate achievements. Right on top with winning the Nobel Prize and finding cure for cancer. Sorry cant help it.

I'll stop here now.

Love,
FatFreak


Friday, July 30, 2010
About him
This is not really a birthday wish, but more like a ..urmmm, a dedication!

o hai Hai!

Somewhat 12 years ago, when I still worked at the internet rental place, he came once. Actually friends loved coming to the place and spent time chatting, renting service and such lar. But I particularly remember, he came once and we spent half the day in front of a computer, talking and laughing.

I also remember, we shared a chair. It was the only good chair in the place, the one my boss sat when he’s around and it had a cushion. There were many other stools around the place, but we shared that chair cause we’re quite buddies that way back in high school.

Btw, he can’t remember that moment despite me convincing him for the life of me that it did happen. It’s not something I dreamt up ok fml.

Fast forward to present, it’s pretty hard to believe that that boy I once shared a seat with will be the guy I’m gonna share a life with. HE JUST PROPOSED OFFICIALLY LASTNIGHT OK THX! How funny is life seriously.

Being a girl then, a woman now and a person all my life lol wtf, I think I always have a pretty good idea of what life holds in store for me. Well, actually I still know what my life is going to be like, but analyzing it all, it’s just ASDFJPHHHSSZZZT *brain explodes* you know what I mean?

Somewhat 2 years ago, I had the right mind to agree to be in a relationship with him and well, for once my decision serves me well hahahaha.

Hai is a * pause for 10mins*, I can’t really find an exact word to define him. But all my life knowing him ( all my highschool life and our dating life), he’s really your average typical man! Lol, I hope that doesn’t come out wrong.

But really though, he’s not the type to engage in supersmart conversation, he’s all for physical looks in women *rolleyes*, he loves fart jokes, he’s okay-generous, just-the-right-amount of loving and he’s your well-rounded family guy, a normal boyfriend.

Yet in all his good-self and common sense, he’s become someone to neutralize all my bullshit and psycho thinking. In being his ordinary kind and generous self, he’s taken me off my high horse and made me take off my cloak of obnoxiousness. I mean, okay let’s face it, I have since long established and accepted the fact that maybe I’m not really a supergreat bighearted person. I can be an obnoxious bitch sometimes, okay, most of the times.

But you see, that’s what I’m talking about. I can tolerate myself better when I’m with him. I can reflect to his daily normal kindness and just be. I can has happy! Lol.

I always secretly think that he’s my daily doctor, cause he’s cured me and he still does. I don’t see reasons to be angry all the time thinking that shit will hit the fan. I don’t have to sit my frustration out staring at the wall. I no longer have to fight life with cynical thoughts ALL the time. I mean, It’s not that I’m suicidal or what but we all have our Iwant2withdrawfromtheworldjustshutthefuckup moments.

So you see, have I made my point that he’s just the perfect dose of normalcy to me?
And who wants to be special right?? Special is sometimes over-rated and special doesn’t last. Really, special can shove itself up its butt and go out the door in its special style and I couldn’t care less.

So, to commemorate his birthday and *clearthroats* our official engagement, haha; I’m writing this to celebrate this SPECIAL DAY, get it done with, so we can have the rest of our ordinary life together.

Okay, CHEERS! :D
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Universal Studio Singapore
Hello, I'm going to flood you with 40+ pics of me and Hai's family holiday at Penang and Singapore, so photos will commence in T minus 3 seconds.

Anyway, this holiday was quite unexpected because Hai was supposed to get his yearly medical check-up at Penang when he thought hmm why not check out some cheap fares to Singapore, so that's the story of how I ended up holidaying with his family.

First thing first, food porn!

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#1. Fried Meat Roll @ Penang Prangin Mall-Komtar.
I know my sisters will "GYAA!" over this :D

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#2. This is the heavenly tom yum maggee with fried fish. Yums!
More screaming from my sisters I bet! Haha.

While I was in Penang, I missed my sisters quite a lot. Because we just went there last Feb, so a lot of flashbacks lar. And no, I wasn't being sentimental since Na is farrr way back in Canada so we cannot always go to Penang all the time.

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#3. I can has pretty nails with 3d stickers.
Cheap alternative to getting your nails done professionally.

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#4. Long story short, we have arrived at Singapore!

The book in my armpit is "The Lovely Bones". The book is quite pointless, don't want to give spoilers lar; but it's like if you watch porn, you will not leave the room relieved cause no climax wtf. *throws book to bin*

I thought Changi airport is supposed to be super wahh, but actually nothing that impressive lor, or maybe we arrived at the cheap fares terminal.

By the way, I ALMOST lost my camera in the airport's toilet. Lucky I had the urge to take pictures then I rushed back and thank god the toilet was occupied by some white girl. * very politically incorrect pardon me*

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#5. We went to Orchard and I bought one thing that I could afford after the currency shock.
No longer converting to Ringgit mah. Wafer Ice cream is $1

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#6. Then camwhore camwhore.
That's his parents and lil sister

Hai's parents are like the ones that emerge from Hongkong TVB family drama. They are very kind and super understanding ones. Unlike my parents who emerge from Indo sinetron lol fml. My parents are more like the boiling-mad-yelling-all-the-time type. Not that they're not good buy aiyahh, just very different!

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#7. A nice picture of us.

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#8. But this is actually us in real life.

Very phaiseh we couplecamwhore while his parents watched from afar.

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#9. Let's get relevant with the title of this post.
I HAS ARRIVED @ Universal Studio Singapore.

Universal Studio is basically a venue where they have a lot of fake buildings and a lot of stores with different themes ( eg. Holywood, Chinatown, Shrek, Madagascar etc etc). So what we did was look around took pictures and bought stuff.

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#10. Like this lar kira-kira. Left right are stores and fake buildings

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#11. Lol dragged his mom to camwhore.

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#12. Can drag his siblings to camwhore too.

Hai's family so rarely want to take pictures. Most of the time must drag them, I mean, I just volunteer.

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#13. I'd like to thank my boss for making me Best Employee. *sniff touched*

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#14. So cheesy fufufu

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#15. Hai very the camwhore too!

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#16. We're Bella Swans of the world, Gyaa!
Except this is a dracula, that means we're Minas.

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#17. Maryln Monroe fail.

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#18. So colorful!

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#18. This is the alley to the 3D studio. It's filled with posters of old flicks.

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#19. Vertigo from 1960s

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#20. Hai dear, come take a break and eat the sandwich I packed you for lunch and drink your coffee from the flask.

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#21. *nag nag whine whine* "I don't get men!" then go write in a column.
The steps looking very Carrie-esque imo.

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#22. This is me giving fart to American's jurisdictional system.
I don't even know what that means.

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#23. I can stop a taxi by flashing my unexposed thigh. Superpower.

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#24. Then we took the taxi and arrived at the Egyptian theme place.
We also took a high- speed tunnel roller coaster here! VERY FUN!

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#25. This also tells you what year Hai was born in.

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#26. Gave up Anubis for Jurassic Park

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#27. "What's behind you?!" pose

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#28. Shrek babies!

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#29. Donk kay

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#30. Sayang donkey

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#31. Pink once said " If ppl wearing a mask or 3D glasses surething camwhore"
True that.

Anyway, I didn't enjoy the Shrek 3D. I don't really like Shrek, except the 1st one. The 2nd one okay, but the 3rd one was really painful to watch, so I skipped the Shrek ever after something altogether.

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#32. Shrek's house

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#33. Knockknock Ogre pls stop agreeing to more Shrek movies.

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#34. The one and only pic of us.
"Ma-duh-gast-tcar" is how you say "Madagascar" with a lisp.

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#35. A police car in front of an American diner.

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#36. Mieke Amalia and Tora Sudiro stalked us there.

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#37. So we left and went to Underwater world at other part of Sentosa.
Ticket was $23/ adult. * MAD Grrrr!!!*

Underwater world was such a waste of money seriously. The last time I went was 199x (forgot) and nothing has changed! I mean, the sea creatures are still awesome, but it's way overpriced. Just a stupid two rounds of oohh aah over dugong and some bawals.

Then we went for dinner and watched the Songs of the Sea/ the musical fountain. Ooohh Ahh somemore and went home. No pics cause battery died liao.

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#38. Someone is wearing new shoes fufufu.

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#39. A soft toy for Derrick.

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#40. And one for moi.

Hai had to satisfy his desire of being able to say he's bought something cuddly for me, rolleyes lar but thanks hehe.

It was my idea that giving Derrick something to hold and sayang, so that he can have some compassion lol wtf.
It's not like he's barbaric , but it's just nice to see him growing fond of something so when he looks back one day to his childhood he has a memorable attachment, dunno what I'm saying. Too much toystory3.

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#41. He seems to like it and carries it everywhere, for 2 days.
We can't decide if it's named Mr. Bear, Teddy or Beary, lol last one is from my mom.

If you stare long enough,you'll see that Beary and Derrick look almost alike lor HUAHUFAHUSA *wipetears*. He's the cutest thing and can sing "headshoulderknessandtoes" song complete with movement okay. Barely 2 yo.

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#42. But more importantly, Beary is also his object of torture/ smackdown buddy.
Fuckbearyslife.

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#43. So that's all about Singapore and some random stuff. :)
Like the sailors at Clark Quay's river-show on our last day, I wave byebye!

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